Goals

To lose 40 kg. (As if you didn't already figure that one out!)
To compete in triathlons
To never ever buy "fat people" clothes again
To wear what I want, when I want, because I want to. No wearing nasty frumpy clothes just because they are my only option!
To never again end up in the dressing room in tears because nothing fits!
To learn to surf
And paddleboard
And kite board
You get the point. I want to do stuff on boards.
To be comfortable in a swimsuit
To be confident
To Eliminate Insulin Resistance
To not feel (or look) awkward and twice the size of the people around me!
To marry an incredible Christian guy, have a couple of kids, and live happily ever after. (and to not be a fat bride!)
To never ever let my kids feel as insignificant as I did.
To have a gap between my legs. Lmao - No touching thighs!
To be reasonably fit, at least.
To not worry about whether or not the seatbelt will fit.
To see someone I havent seen since High School, and know that they are thinking "wow!" for all the right reasons!
For guys to look twice. (Haha)
To look at photos of myself without wincing and wanting to cry!
To throw a big ass party when I reach my goal weight, and have lotsa photos taken!
To get a facial and get my hair and nails done.
And get a boob lift. (I'm assuming I'll need one even more by the end of this!)
To wear sexy Lingerie
To no longer feel like I'm invisible
To be happy in this skin
This list is going to be continuously growing...I had a whole lot of stuff to add to it, but I'm tired and my brain isnt working. I'll come back to it.